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My reserved finger.

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 18:41:49 -0500

I want to punch you so hard on the face you’ll bleed and you’ll remember to respect my feelings. I raise my middle finger to all feeders out there.screw you people, you continue to screw the mind of a confused and frustrated person. You continuously plant things in their mind up until they can’t understand what’s right from wrong. So screw YOU!

I can’t study, i can’t work. Everytime i’m in trouble i pray to God for things to get fixed in exchange if my current love affection. And yes, now i cant. Because i want you to stay in my life and my life is fucked up right now. And i dont want to give you up. And i know i should. So my middle finger goes to you as well.

Cheers to the freaking effin weekend.

I dont know what im supposed to do. I dont even know if im going to graduate.:( patients kept on...

Sat, 15 Sep 2012 21:14:53 -0400

I dont know what im supposed to do. I dont even know if im going to graduate.:( patients kept on cancelling. And im just in the beggining. How sad.:(

Focus!

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 11:47:51 -0400

Maybe, its always “if ever”. That’s the song you always sing when I’m around. #moveonmoveondin. #masamatalaganagwowonder #nakarestrictnakasi

Game of thrones

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 12:31:31 -0400

I wish you were here.

Pakershit the cej-gm. Bakit ba ko nagdent?! Haaaaay!

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 10:31:06 -0400

Pakershit the cej-gm. Bakit ba ko nagdent?! Haaaaay!

I want to break free from the nights I cried because of hurt. Break free from hatred I’m...

Sun, 15 Jul 2012 05:09:30 -0400

I want to break free from the nights I cried because of hurt. Break free from hatred I’m feeling. Break free from the memories that I’m holding on too long. Break free from the chains that’s holding me too long.

I want to break free from this feeling coz as far as I can remember, this feeling’s the only thing that keeps on holding on.

2nd to the last wk

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 05:23:28 -0400

Dear God,

I don’t know what’s instore for me this wk. My plan is not that accurate. Guide me through this wk as this might determine how well and how I’m gonna approach the following wk. You have the best of plans.

I hope the wkend comes by fast. And I’m looking forward to a very productive week. Amen.

Toys

Fri, 06 Jul 2012 10:52:48 -0400

Parepareho tlga kayo. Sinungaling.

Give me a fuckin damn break.

Fri, 06 Jul 2012 08:29:57 -0400

Eh ung malaman mo na bakla sya. Ha! PI lang!

Please naman!

Ecstasy

Fri, 29 Jun 2012 12:10:56 -0400

I want to feel you again.

End of story.

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 00:42:35 -0400

Everytime I see you, I can’t help but miss you. And sadly, all I can do is miss you.

Keeping sane

Thu, 14 Jun 2012 07:13:05 -0400

God help meeee.

Obturate nxt week. And final resto

Dapat mahabol ko to.

remaining faithful.

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 00:46:14 -0400

nasestress ako sa requirements. policies palang nasestress nako. pero god will provide!!!

pinoytumblr: Ex Libris Consider for a moment the idea of books...

Tue, 05 Jun 2012 08:06:34 -0400

pinoytumblr:

Ex Libris

Consider for a moment the idea of books as the manifestation of an inspired kind of virus, when a single book could spread and replicate itself countless times until it took over its host.

That’s the first thought that occurs to one when surveying the breadth of the Reading Club 2000-known to many simply as “the library on Balagtas Street.” It appears almost suddenly and improbably, a literal and literate library in the middle of the block, right where La Paz-Dulo jeepneys turn left on their way back to Zobel Roxas street.

As much as it is a wonder to discover, the Reading Club is even more extraordinary when you find out its rules. There are none. “No rules,” says caretaker and Club founder Hernando “Nanie” Guanlao. “People can borrow, they can read, they can take home. In fact, the club is open 24/7. I never close.”

Not only that, but once you take a book, you don’t have to return it; it’s yours. In fact, Guanlao encourages you to take it, take it!

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(The Reading Club 2000 is located at 1454 Balagtas St., Barangay La Paz, Makati City. For book donations/inquiries, call 0915-7291526 or e-mail readingclub2000@yahoo.com)

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Tue, 05 Jun 2012 07:55:48 -0400

23 years..wala pa ding pera. 23 years ko na naririnig na wala kaming pera. nakakafrustrate.

"the only person responsible of your own happiness is you. and yet can’t I? :("

Mon, 04 Jun 2012 09:08:09 -0400

“

the only person responsible of your own happiness is you.

and yet can’t I? :(

”

would you like some glutaphos?

Sun, 13 May 2012 14:46:00 -0400

when you hit your high and low… where do you go?

“you forgot me.” your words kept ringing as if you’re here. for the past months, you forgot me. and that was just as easy as 1,2,3 for you. well that’s for you. let me tell you my side of story..

you forgot me.

for the months that we did not talk: nights i stayed up late thinking, drank to make me sleep,kept myself busy, accepted jobs and in every thing i did, i remembered you. yet you forgot me.

you never wondered why i stopped talking to you. you never asked. let me make you remember. i was always there. i was always trying to make you feel my presence and yet you disregarded my efforts. and by the time i told myself to stop.. you started to forget me. i stopped because i remembered you telling me that when you don’t want people in your life, you stop talking to them. let them shake off. may be i was one of them, because you stopped talking to me and you forgot me.

i know you were busy. i also was. but i was more than willing to make time for you. funny that everytime my phone rings, my phone beeps, i was hoping it was a message from you. but no.. you forgot me.

then came your promises.. i waited. you also forgot them.

what’s more saddening is to realize that i dont even have the right to feel this way. and yet why can’t i forget?

when we saw each other again, you suddenly remembered an old friend. ME. and you expect the same treatment.you’ve got to be kidding me. if only jerkbusters exist.

i stayed mum. i can’t talk. i dont want to treat you in a bad way. i dont want to be plastic. and you continuously acted as if we just saw each other yesterday. as if you never promised a thing, as if everything’s fine. for you it does look fine. whatthehell. why wouldn’t it?

i just can’t figure how would i react in this situation because i wasn’t trained on things like these. how am i suppose to feel? angry? mad? happy? sad? what? please tell me, because all i felt was forgotten even if you haven’t told me yet that you forgot me.

of course you have your reasons why you forgot me. i also got mine why i didn’t forget.

then you tell me— hndi mo na ako kakalimutan. that’s BAM BAM BAM with a BANG!!

wow. you sure did hit me. bulls eye. right on the spot. you sure know where to hit!

wow. just wow. I’M SPEECHLESS.

after all those times, you forgot me.

so tell me, how am i suppose to believe? i wanted to believe in things again but i can’t because i know it’s not nice to get disappointed. it’s not nice to be promised of something, then you believe and it was never intended to come because they forgot. and i prayed and prayed and prayed to let the pain go far far away. i took time to mend my-always-believing-self.

then you wanted the old times back. seriously? not yet. this is not to make anybody suffer. i can’t just be cool with you in a snap. because it’ll take a lot of understanding, courage, prayers and forgiveness to be the same person towards you.

you forgot me, remember?

Give me 2 years.

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 13:16:29 -0400

Coffee<3

Mon, 23 Jan 2012 07:18:15 -0500

Coffee<3

Having fun:) hndi ngcoconcentrate sa lectures. Tsk haha

Wed, 07 Dec 2011 10:00:38 -0500

Having fun:) hndi ngcoconcentrate sa lectures. Tsk haha